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lyrics
Lost track of who I was for a half a tick
Found myself then fell in love and I got lost again
If all the losing that I do never results to wins
its just a matter of the views
that I can’t comprehend
A boundary from me to you
that probably cannot mend
I built a fence around my shoes
then I sunk right in
Earth could open up and swallow me whole
You can take away my body but can’t bury the soul
I lost control in all the poison popping
letting it go
Getting cold and November’s knocking
mocking my goals
Getting throwed never got me nothin
sloppy and slow
Used to smoke when I was
slobber knocking
jotting a quote
But now I know
its all superfluous
and certainly so
Quick to laugh at all the saddest songs
and cry at a joke
Forgot the dream when I was
screaming seething
tryna be woke
Guess we fiending for some meaning
like a line of the coke
Well there it is Nope
there it goes again
Smell the ghost of fallen cedars on the frozen wind
and I’m beginning to believe its never gonna end
These secrets that I keep are buried deeper than snow in Bend
So hard to give a bleep when all these people so pretend
Been on the creep and off the deep end really going in
All praise to Satan
hating - that's another holy sin
Running late and losing patience tryna hold my friends
Damn -
They all been dying though
Even the ones that’s still alive just ain’t been writing home
Lost a high then caught a vibe
and now I’m all alone
Picked up a phone and told my story to a dial tone
shit -
I ain’t hear nothing back
I hit the trap then flipped a pack
and made some mumble rap
Put some fungus in my stomach
then I fade to black
It’s all OK
I’ve gone away
I’m never coming back
God -
damn
feeling resurrected
Compass spinning
Am I headed in correct direction?
Found the time to lose my mind
the grinding unaffected
Put some paper in a bottle never got the message
Lost track of who I was for a half a tick
found myself then fell in love and I got lost again
If all the losing that I do
never results to wins
its just a matter of the views
that I can’t comprehend
Brooklyn-based singer Anysia Kym teams up with London-based rapper Jadasea on this eclectic '90s-influenced joint album. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 7, 2023